hmmm 8 Weeks

So, my fella is 2 months old! Time flies when your having fun right. Hes cooing and trying to talk to me its sooo sweet. Hes also starting to try and put his weight on his legs and doin mini pushups! And the smiles are infectious…Im addicted to them. In just a couple days we are heading to Arizona to see family. YAY. I hope to stay on my diet and not gain back anything Ive lost. I have always been fuller figured. But still a good size. I was happy with it. I wore mediums and larges. But in the past 3 years ive gotten pretty heavy. I gained 50lb before i got pregnant, than 50 more total during my pregnancy. Thank goodness 30 of it came off the first few weeks i was home after Dex was born, then 20 more a month or so later. I guess it was mostly water weight and such. Now im working on the stuff that was there for the past few years. Ive made a good start. Im 6 lbs lighter today than the day I was when I found out I was Pregnant. Hopefully by the end of the year I might be able to fit into some of my old clothes. .itsnot really that funny hehe but i have several pairs of pants in every size from 9 to 20. Geez. I guess i dont get an excuse to buy new clothes until I get smaller than that. I havent been a 9 in AGES sooo im not too worried about new clothes. Id be stoked to get into any of my jeans under a size 16!  And I know I will Eventually. Thanks to this kid I get to burn calories nursing, NEVER get to eat a meal with 2 hands. When he naps the last thing I think about doing is eating. And get to carry is 14lb+ butt around all day. Thats a workout in itself.

I do think i really need to do something for myself. Let dex stay with his dad or grandma for a bit and get out. I hate leaving him even to go pee. But i feel like I forgetting me. I have to remember to shower. My nails and toenails are in bad shape, and I live in pajamas and nursing tanks. Who am i again, other than mom. (which i love to be). So thats my goal for the week. Do SOMETHING for me, just me. By myself!